I should say screw this shit close my eyes and get used to it [10 Aug 2004|09:35am] [ music | Chronic Future - worlds keep spinning ] Well, I got another speeding ticket. This would be my..hmm i lost count..So that's just what i need!! I wasn't really speeding at all. All I was doing was flowing through the traffic and one car were tailgating me! So yeah, i was the lucky one to get pulled over. So biker cop flag me down and the car that were on my ass stop behind the cop because i thought he was the one that got pulled over. But the cop said something to him and he went on his way and I'm the one who have to pay a 157 dollar ticket! He said he was clocking me going 46.6 on a 25 and it might take off atleast 4 points on my record. Which i already have 2 points to start with from the previous speeding ticket. That will probably suspend my driving privileges. So with my luck, that is how it's going to go! And i probably have to take a stupid safe driving class! But I really thinking about fighting it! So if there's any lawyers in the house..need your help and some advice! hehe! I'm gonna go for a drive and get some air! 27 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

my heart is in your hands...don't let me diiiiiie..... [06 Aug 2004|11:30am] [ music | Mc Lars - Signing Emo ] Is anybody else in here feel the way I do? 16 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

If it's true the killer lives inside..I hope the bleeding never ends.. [04 Aug 2004|12:04pm] [ music | number one fan - sorry ] I can't complain, but sometimes I still do. sorry <3 12 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

l let you get the best of me..because there's nothing else that I do well [03 Aug 2004|11:15am] [ music | number one gun- today is described ] Please someone guide me show me the way, someone tell me that life will be ok. I feel like such a screw up, people put me down in everything i do, how is that supposed to make me feel? I wish someone would see how hurt i truely am, how hard it is to hold in the tears, how much i wish i could tell someone about all of my problems, the way i feel..the way i think...I wish i had someone i could relate to but i dont...no one will ever understand me no matter how hard they try, they will never realize how much i care, how much i love and that no matter what i'll be there... after all the put downs, after all the "stabs in the heart" I always come back begging for forgivness even if i didnt do anything... all I ever wanted was to be accepted. But to be accepted, people have to see me for who i am and no one sees the real me they see the mask i hide behind each and everyday the one that covers my tears, hides my fears, and makes me the person everyone wants me to be... except for me... Maybe i need to learn not to care so much, learn not to love so much, and not always be there.. Maybe i should take the time to get to know myself, before other people accept me for who they think i am. And not for me.. 12 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

so i sing along until you're gone... [02 Aug 2004|03:45pm] [ music | shotgun rules ] Can you type and sing at the same time? 18 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

I'm burning like a bridge for you body... [29 Jul 2004|12:19pm] [ music | anadivine ] fuckin stole this..so fill it out so i didn't steal it for nothing. you are really _____. you should _____. we need to go _____. after that we can _____. remember that time we _____? that was real _____. maybe tomorrow we can _____. you are my _____. i _____ you! signed your _____, _____ p.s. _____. Thank You!! 14 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

WTF>? [28 Jul 2004|01:10pm] Steven Seagal have an album? Artist: Steven Seagal Album: Songs From The Crystal Cave check it here: http://www.amazon.fr/exec/obidos/ASIN/B0001M4DQO/402-56055/171-5767164-0739432 And sadly..i have it!! Anybody else want it? :P 4 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

I've got all these memories that I cannot believe in cause I don't know where I've been.. [27 Jul 2004|03:03pm] [ music | the taste of ink ] If you could spend one year in complete and utter happiness but at the end of the year you couldn't remember any of it, would you do it? 18 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

c'mon just say it... [26 Jul 2004|12:11pm] [ music | Gatsbys American Dream - yes, this is about you ] you need me like a bad habit 12 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

And it's sad but true ...Who will cast the first stone? [23 Jul 2004|10:34am] [ music | say anything - admit it ] Tambayboyz is __________________. 29 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

I swear by my wrists that we're better than this.. [21 Jul 2004|04:30pm] [ music | Park - which wrist first ] It cuts my heart to think that I maybe the reason you cry! 6 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

Listen! red light, yellow light, green-a-light go.. [20 Jul 2004|11:30am] [ mood | silly ] [ music | def leppard - photograph ] Step inside, walk this way You and me babe, Hey, hey CAMPING/RAFTING PICS ( Photograph....All I've got is a photograph ) 44 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

It's never enough until you give all you got... [19 Jul 2004|11:50am] [ music | The Fully Down - The Roads Between Us ] Fear: Too shy to be myself, for i have the fear of being noticed. Too sensitve to break someone's heart, for i have the fear of anger. Too Proud to say I'm Sorry, for i have the fear of giving in. Too curious to lay back and watch, for i have the fear of missing out. Too weak to show my strengths, for I have to fear of envy. Too embarrassed to say what i feel, for i have the fear of mockery. Too scared to do the wrong thing, for i have the fear of punishment. Too dreamy to think about real life, for I have the fear of reality. Too emotional to be in love, for i have to fear of rejection. Too worried about my health, for i have the fear of sickness. Too cowardly to be brave, for i have the fear of pain. But to sit down and think, I Have no fear of thoughts. 19 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

if your name was an emo song... [16 Jul 2004|03:40pm] [ music | Adam Sandler - Mr. I do and the doo doos ] mine = stab my body because you're bored What's yours? http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/53/ 9 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

I calm the crowd by keeping quiet... [16 Jul 2004|12:15pm] [ music | This Photograph is Proof ] Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan Your name is... Your kiss is... erotic Your hugs are... friendly Your eyes... light up a day Your touch is... the only thing I desire Your smell is... beautiful Your smile is... encouraging Your love is... eternal Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen! Anyway, I'm hungry..What's for lunch? 8 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

Armor For Sleep [15 Jul 2004|12:48pm] ( my ego's like my stomach it keep shitting what i feed it ) 11 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

i'm always wanting you [14 Jul 2004|02:30pm] [ mood | i know you know ] [ music | a song for an angel ] So here I am I'm trying So here I am are you ready So here I am I'm trying So here I am are you ready Come on let me hold you touch you feel you Always Kiss you taste you all night She's all I need She's all I dream She's all I'm always wanting She's all I need She's all I dream come on and use me 15 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

If all I am is distraction for you then I can't complain..that you can't feel something for me.. [13 Jul 2004|12:40pm] [ music | park - your latest victim ] Well, i guess i'm back. Had a good time and will probably post some pics when I have them developed. I don't really have much to say. Maybe later. I started to ache when I started to think of you Wondering how long it would take beore I step into something new Well, do it in a minute, I could go play the fool for you. Lights, camera, action. I think I'm going for it this time. There's something you should listen to. Could I take you for a car ride? This is the soundtrack for our movie. Would you tell me when we get to the best part? I'll play it for you. Well I'm a wreck. I really can't explain it but I, I hear the music when I look at you. Orchestrating the song to accommodate the moment. Well, I'm so in love with you. Are you looking for an answer? Because I could really use a friend tonight. We can make this last forever. We don't have to fear the sunlight. 23 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

just take this line and draw ourselve out of here.. [11 Jul 2004|09:55am] Gone Camping and Rafting. I hope I make it home in one piece!

lights out, lights out..its you that makes the choice.. [09 Jul 2004|10:25am] [ music | hold my heart ] I'm about to go see Anchorman in a bit! It's going to be hilarious I don't care who you are :P Then maybe do lunch. GO home to clean room and vaccum the house! Then, I have this College Alumni get together at school. So will see how many people remember my Butter FACE!! Take care Everyone!! 8 pulled the triggers| I believe you but my tommy gun don't

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